Breathe In

Yeah. Baya has got me HOOKED on Frou Frou alone. Especially just this song.

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Anyway, i'm worried about Ain. She told me she hadn't eaten anything the whole day. I hope she isn't too depressed about SPM.

Then there's Cedric! Argh! I can hardly catch him online! Or in person either. =.= Wonder how he's doing...

Also, i hope Mary Ann is ecstatic. I mean, she's a Science student and she did so well! I'm so proud of her! I hope her parents are too.

The whole SPM Result Fever is just a phase isnt it? It doesnt determine who we really are or how smart we happen to be. I want it that way.

Last night, i had one thing in mind. Only one fanatic rule in Malaysia that should be uplifted. I'm not like Nial stirring up an uprising in his country against his politicians. I'd rather sit and pray, maybe? That depends how long I'm attached to that thought.

I slept at 4.35 am this morning. I had no idea how time flies so fast when your emotions take control of you. Partially, i did, so badly want to go to school again. The atmosphere is once again breath-taking when you haven't returned for the last 3 months. It looks like a whole different place but it also stayed the same.

Danny's internet connection was a bitch. He kept going on and off. On and off. At least i did see him towards the end. "now let go of my arm" LOL. *inside joke. ahem* Anyway, yes, i did what i told him i WAS going to do. I played with my make up. Well, technically, eye make up. I love my eyes!! Heeee.

Anyway, then i wiped it off. I went through my result slip, barely believing my eyes. Sometimes, life isnt fair. Fara studied so damn hard. I wish that slip could magically change its contents. I went through every subject, tracing every line. I'm a A1 student. Its something i found hard to believe. Anyway, i dont think i'll ever pursue Accounting, even though everyone keeps telling me to. Its not my 'thing'.

Then i picked up my copy of the school magazine and looked through EVERY page. Our class page was the bomb compared to everyone elses. THANKEWWWW SARA FONG! We miss you!! I wanted to cry. Cause i miss school. And i miss my teachers. And my friends. Sometimes, i do wish everything would be stagnant. Where we stay where we are. But that means we'll never move on. That autograph page will be filled the next time i see my friends.

Listening to the emo song of the century. Haha! Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade. I did say every moment had its song. Yesterdays' soundtrack was the bomb.

Aryna and her random Korean songs which made my ears and Judith's ears bleed.
Then came Hurricanes and Suns by Tokio Hotel (my turn to make everyones ears bleed.) Then we listening to Hitz.fm. singing along. Criticizing Bieber and at the same time, admiring him. Wasting time getting to school. When we got our results it was something else. Judith and Aryna having 'creative arguements' over their ringtones and also, all three of us discussing about auto tune.

Song of the moment: Superhuman- Chris Brown and Keri Hilson.

Tonight, mummy's throwing a dinner party for me. I actually wasn't hoping for anything. Last year these were insentives. The cash prizes and items for good results were something that drove me towards getting what i want. It doesn't feel like much now. All the hugs and wishes i got are more meaningful than the party and presents and cash. Now it looks like its either i'm taxing my parents or that i'm a stupid teenager who doesnt want any presents for a job well done. Aryna will volunteer to handle the cash, i'm so sure. Haha!